Well, due to the circumstances, I have no choice but to put everything on hold for now. I’m not sure when I’ll be able to find another customer for my trucking business. It may take weeks or even months. The latter would cripple me financially for quite a while. I’m not blaming my father in any way. He was trying to protect the best interests of the company under my direct orders. He might have lost his temper but how can I blame him since I’ve done so multiple times myself in the past? There’s stuff you just can’t allow to happen or else you’re no better than a prostitute that gives all her earnings to her pimp. Trucking is full of whores willing to lick diseased and shit laden dicks. I won’t be one of them. The industry is sick and has been so for a long time.
Anyhow, I’m still going to perform the $2,000 maintenance my truck was long due for. Shoving the problem(s) to the next guy is a plague in trucking and I won’t be part of it. If I did, I’d be no better than all the assholes I’ve cursed at over the years. If I ever need to sell the truck, they’ll get a nice fully maintained and ready to work machine. I won’t make a cent off the sale if you’re wondering. Hell, I might even lose some in the process. That’s called debt. We’re not there yet though so I’m staying optimistic I’m going to find a better trucking contract.
As for the car project itself, I had a few things on order that were already paid for, so there will be some small updates coming in the next few weeks. It still feels weird to say this but I do have a functioning race car now. That means I can run it at any time if I’m able to. However, since going to the track is about a $300 bill if I count all my expenses, I will only be returning once then that will be on pause as well. Boredom might make me do stuff though. Cutting wheels are cheap ya know… I can hear Nigel crying now.
One good thing in all of this is that I’ll have the time to focus on my health issues. I won’t have to juggle around with my schedule to squeeze in a medical appointment in between trucking runs. I doubt that meds will be able to fix whatever I have but as long as it can get fixed I’ll be happy. More on that later when more details come up…